My boyfriend dumped me! I'm so depressed and angry!!!?

I had been dating him for about 3 months. We broke up once and got back together. During this time he verbally abused me. I had three family detahs thisyear an I thought that I could look to him for support. He accused me of not being supportive of him, being spoiled, being stuck-up, only being book-smart, not being that good in bed, not being that pretty, not having a mind of my own, having a bad attitude, being crazy and the list goes on....but I let it slide. Each time he aid something mean I'd wind up crying, throwing a tantrum or whatever. Tonight, we were about to be intimate and he goes an gets his camera. He shows me pictures and we come across some of his ex gf naked, half naked and doing "other things". He jokingly says he doesnt know how they got there and lies about deleting them. He also jokingly says shes has a better body than me....sooo I wind up pouring my drink on him. He flips out, calls me a bunch of names and kicks me out of his house....tells me to never come back, etc. He calls me leaving a vm saying for me to go **** myself, go to hell, don't call or text him anymore and that I wasn't all that in the first place. He ended it calling me a stupid *****. :-( Should I feel guilty at all?